for a while now I’ve been thinking about wanting to pick up a new hobby.
I used to draw a lot as a kid but it just really isn’t my passion anymore. for the last couple of years I considered makeup & social media my hobby, but I kinda want something that isn’t based on looks. (I believe it wasn’t good for my mental health that I focused on it so much)
I wish I could get back into horseback riding (I did it on & off for like 5 years) but that shit is expensive. I could never afford it nowadays
my dream would be to do something music related. but every time I think about it, I just feel like I’m way too awful at it and it’s “just not my thing”. but honestly what does that even mean? if it’s something I’m passionate about it is my thing! just cause I’ve never done it doesn’t mean I can’t.
I’m gonna continue to practice my singing and maybe consider learning an easy instrument. i don’t know shit about music, can’t read notes, can’t write songs & can’t sing. but who the fuck cares?
I’ve had people in my DMs / comments telling me they wish they could do X thing but feel like they’re too old. and I always felt the same, I get these feelings. but guys, it doesn’t fucking matter. whether you’re 15 or 45, let’s just do what we’re passionate about!!
The feeling of being too old, not fitting in or being too bad at something is awful. But I wanna do my best to get over it and do what makes me happy.
There are a lot of things I regret not doing when I was younger, cause I thought i was too ugly, fat or untalented and I don’t want y’all to make the same mistakes. I love y’all and want the best for you haha 🖤
Is there a hobby you wish you could do but don’t? If so, why?
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